Don't Stick Me

Hay Y'all,

Just thought I'd go on a little rant. When you have a responsibility, like you are the leader of something, and you decide to quit, the least you could do is not mess up everything and leave without saying anything to the rest  of the people in the group. So frustrating! Ugh!

Anyways, I haven't been losing weight. My cravings are just ridiculous. I dont know what to do. I guess my first problem is that I'm not drinking enough water. I need to fix that, but I keep forgetting to drink. I guess it's kinda good that I haven't really been gaining any weight. I fluctuate within a pound, but that's not too big of a deal to me. I've GOTTA LOSE MORE WEIGHT! I want to be able to go on a shopping spree for christmas, but I'm not going to do that if I'm not at my goal weight! That would be pointless.

Hah. I punched the system in the gut. You see, I volunteer at Grady, and last week all of the nurses and the tech were complaining about having to get this flu shot that's required of them-it has the H1N1 shot inside of it. I don't want to get this shot, and the Nurse in charge of the unit told me that I'd end up having to get it. I didn't believe her, but when I got an email from the Volunteer Services saying that I would be suspended if I didn't get the shot, I wasn't very happy. Except for one little glitch. :) They said that I have until December 17th to get the shot. "Big Mistake. Huge." My contract finishes on Nov. 27th:) Hah. I win. No shot for me.

Ok. I have class in 8 minutes and need to go.

Peace out y'all

My Goal

So my horoscope for the month of September said that I will find myself working towards bettering myself and that this is the best month for me to push through personal goals. Well I know it's October now, but I started working out and eating healthier in September and lost about 8 lbs then. Now I'm at 9.4 lbs and am still pushing through:).


I've been on the Anti-Estrogen Diet by Dr. Ori Hoflemeker, where I've basically been pescetarian and have been working out a tonnnn. Hopefully I'll be able to buy the book tonight so that I can get more details on what other types of foods I can eat because, honestly, I've gotten really bored with it.

And speaking of foods, I AM HUNGRY! And I want pizza! Ugh!!! But I figure that if I can get myself down to my main goal weight (130) and maybe to my wish weight (125) then I can eat all the yummy foods I want as long as I eat them in moderation and workout! So exciting! I want food! Currently I am craving:

A whole pan of chocolate brownies (which I think I may just give into sometime this week. the craving is WAY too strong to ignore).

Spinach and Cheese Calzone---Although I reaaaallly want it from Rosa's specifically.

A burrito from Willy's

A juicy grilled STEAK.

Some Thai Green Curry from Tin Drum

And a Godiva Chocolate Cheesecake from The Cheesecake Factory.



In otherwords, I am HUNGRY like you cannot even imagine. Basically I've starved myself today. I dont know what I am going to eat at home, but I am definitely eating. I need energy lololol.

FEED ME

I am so hungry. LOL.


--> BTW Y'all I am sooo sorry that I have not been keepin up with this mess. I havent forgotten about my blog! I'm just busy sometimes.

I think that by Christmastime I'll have reached my main final goal weight and can start figuring out outfits for myself with clothes that actually fit me well. Maybe at that point in time I'll start posting my outfits on here? Dunno. We'll see how that goes.

Peace Out Y'all.

Put a Leash On 'Em!

So, children. They are soooo troublesome! I cannot stand parents who don't take care of your children. You don't just get a chicka pregnant or get pregnant yourself, have the baby, and then disregard the kid. That's BS! In any case, even though I can't stand wild kids, I also can't stand kids on leashes. Really? Can you not keep an eye on your kid that badly that they need a leash? Ugh!

On another note, I also don't think people should hit their kids. No need for that. You have to find a middle ground. KBYE!!!

Fatigued

So, I basically decided this will be a conglomerate of basically anything that goes on in my head!

Um, just for the record, my skanky sister decided to read my blog, so if she is reading this now, HEY HO!

Here's a list of what I am currently thinking/doing:
1. Just got out of Anatomy Lab so I am beyond Fatigued. My brain is completely failing to function.
2. I've decided to try and stop cussing. My mouth decided to get extremely yucky during Chemistry and Chem Lab over the summer because I would just get so flustered with stuff sometimes.
3. I was supposed to go to officehours today for chem. whoops?!
4. I'm going to be wearing my blues uniform with my bdu belt inside of a blues belt buckle. I'll post a pic tomorrow. That's going to look GROSS! And the DCP of the wing is coming tonight! what a wonderful first impression I will be giving. Although, I guess I'm always a failure when it comes to first impressions.
5. I've finally found my new house. Ain't it cute? :

6. I'm going to start posting all of my successes and failures in weight loss here. I think it's good to get all of this out in public (not that my public really consists of any  more than Mari, Seda, and Noush at this point lolol).



So, about my weight.
I need to keep up with my workouts in order to really go down, otherwise I stall. The problem here? for the last two days, I have come to the gym without my freakin shorts! I cant run in jeans! UGH! AND I've been binging. I had finally gotten a hold of my binging, but its back:((( noooooooo. I need to get back on track. I've also been to afraid to weigh myself this week because of the binging. So, I don't know where I am, I just know I'm off track.


7. TV Shows: GLEEEEEEEEEEE is back! Super excited. I love the new Filipina girl, I just wish she pronounced the words a little better. But hey, I'm Amuuurrrican so I can't really complain about accents, now can I? In anycase, I love Glee. Actually, I more than love it, I'm a bit obsessed.

(ha, I actually kinda stole this picture and cropped it lol. I look gross in it, but at least I've got the L for glee....just in the wrong place lol).

HIMYM is back too!!!! I absolutely adore that show! Still watching the Gates, although it's the season finale. We'll see how that goes.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MODERN FAMILY! That's basically one of my top all time favorite shows:)

And, I need to watch House, Oh and when does Desperate Housewives come back? And True Blood is done:( NOOOO. :(


8. I think once I'm down to my final goal PAUSE IT"S 3:33 SO IM MAKING A WISH!!!!, I'll start doing OOTDs. Until then, I'm an ugly little frump.

9. On a brighter note, I only have a chem quiz this week. On a worse note, I have 3 exams and a debate next week.

10. And this is number 10 just because I wanted to get to 10. I guess I'd like for yall to ask me qustions and stuff. Like if you want me to talk about something, just let me know!



:)

Hello!

So I thought I'd begin by explaining why I picked "Chocolate Covered Ants" as my title. I could give you some BS about it being such an important phrase to me, but that would be BS and I dont want nunna that. Basically, it was an epiphany and I think it works-ants bite and I HATE ANT BITES, but with chocolate on them, they are potentially tasty. Similarly, life's a bitch, but we can all put some chocolate on it and make it tasty:). So there ya go. My first blog post.

On another note, I have five minutes to get to the parking lot so that my aunt may pick me up. So, I gotta go soon. But, that's ok. Tomorrow I'll give a bit of an explanation as to who I am and what I want to do with this blog-because it may take me 24 hours before I figure it out. On a COMPLETELY different note, there's a hottie in a suit and sunglasses sitting in front of me ("SUIT UP!" -Barney Stinson on HIMYM).

:)